so i saw this on Margaret's blog..and now i feels like doing it too D=!

Write down what you want to say to ten people, but never will. Don’t write their names, leave it anonymous and never speak of it again.


1. You are the person i have opened up the most to in my whole entire life. I don't think i have told anyone as many deep dark secrets as i've shared with you. There was nothing i couldn't tell you. I would have always had your back and you would do the same for me. It is really too bad that our situation is no longer the same, after you so stupidly ended this alliance that i thought would never be broken. As mad as i am at your stupid error and saying that i don't care, thinking of it now... i really do miss you very much (so much that it might just make me cry..if i could). I can see you looking at me hopefully, as if i'm going to say something, stop looking so hopeful and if you don't want it to end there (i know you don't) then step up and say something, but knowing you, you'd wait forever for me to say something before you did. I have never have such a great friend as you, and i don't think i want to end it there. But as i always liked to say to you "Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be."

2. The first person i befriended at Canley on my first day was you. You were open, kind and friendly throughout the whole of my schooling life ~ I adore you, i really do. I think you are really nice and super cool ! We have had our large share of moments where we just could not stop laughing in class and get in trouble for it. Even though you were only in one of my classes, it was one of the best spending it with you. We shared our worries and concerns about the person in number 1, so much so that someone else made a comment "is he the only one you guys ever talk about?". I felt flattered that you complimented me on formal night. You truly are an awesome friend <3

3. I have made this person suffer throughout these 2 years at CVHS, one of my closest friends at canley. Hahaha, i'm sorry for annoying you for these past two years, you really are a great friend and i know you know that i love you lots (and i also know you love me lots too XD). Sharing pretty much every single lesson with you in year 11 and a fair majority of my year 12 classes was awesome. All the sudoku, word games and crosswords we went through, and all the jigging from senior science we did. Those were the best parts of year 12 spent with you ~! I'm pretty sure i won't lose a friend like you, and we will defenitely have more fun to come out of high school.

4. I always had the impression that you didn't like me very much, since i didnt really talk to you before, it seemed that way. You always used to chuck me weird looks or half dirties, at least thats what i took them for ? Once i did talk to you, it turns out i was way wrong. You're an awesome person to befriend, and i'm glad that it happened. It was a pretty funny moment meeting you. Actually, to tell you the truth, i'm starting to fall for you. I don't quite know if you feel the same way or not, or if you know. There are actions that you have taken that may perhaps (or im just imagining things or hoping too hard perhaps ?) imply that you may feel the same. Or that you are just a really nice friend. Who knows. Only time will tell. But one thing is for sure, i don't know why i do this, but whenever i see your face light up and flash a big smile when you see me, it just makes me really happy inside and i can't help but to smile hugely back.

5. Your flirty attitude always makes me laugh (at the lameness of it of course). You are however, a great friend, and i always have a great deal of fun when spending time with you. Although you are somewhat complicated sometimes, i have been there to listen to what you have to say. You're a true gentleman (when you're not flirting) and i am happy to have a friend like you. You might want to keep a promise when you make it, flirt less and make that someone feel more special.

6. I instantly fell in love with you, yes it was like love at first sight, only not as exaggerated as that...There was nothing that there wasn't to like about you. Although it didn't hit me straight away that i liked you that much, a part of me fell hard. But seriously, everything about you was so awesome, you were very very cute, you were also really good looking and you were ultra nice. Over time that love just grew more and more, you made me so crazily in love with you. Although i'm over you (for obvious reasons), i'm glad that you are still a good friend of mine and still a part of my life.

7. You are also one of my closest friends. Theres nothing better than you to cure my boredem in class by calling you up (or telling you to call me). Our countless phone calls are so random and hilarious. It's awesome how i can also just tell you anything and everything. We have also shared a few deep dark secrets and found many things we can relate to each other with. I really would have fallen for you if you were older, i'm sure you would have as well. You're like a brother to me. I know we'll be friends for a very long time. I'm always happy when you're around, youre funny and awesome!

8. You're my other half at Canley. We have spent all our free periods together teaming up to annoy Kelly-chan. You're so cute and awesome, I love you! (platonically *rolls eyes*). I love going to the city and to capitol with you, you are so pro at the skilltesters there. I remember the time where i doubted that you would win such a huge prize, and a few minutes later you came up to me holding that prize. I hope that we will still find time to spend with each other after school, i'm sure we will!

9. You are my real "other-half". Although we are not as close as we used to be back at Livo, you are still reguardlessly my other half. Although i don't tell you many of my secrets and everything, and sometimes i can never figure out your weird personality sometimes, like why you don't want to go somewhere, or how you only tell me half of a story or ask me a question without giving the reason, i still have a huge amount of fun with you. I love it when we scenario and have our huge laughing fits, that is always guaranteed when we meet up. However, i think that your boyfriend is a jerk and i hate him =D. But that does not affect my friendship towards you, unless he's there with you, then thats a different story. LOL~

10. There is no word to describe how weird you are! You are perverted, come up with the weirdest scenarios ever and ask the weirdest and funniest questions. Although you are weird, you are the person who i can also ask back those weird or random questions, and go to for advice sometimes (whether it be computers or relationships...or just a random question~!). I don't know what i'd do without you, i can't even remember how many times where i just needed you to be online or tried to find you at school to ask you a question or get something off you. Hahaha, i know you'll miss me greatly now that i have finished school and you can't see me there anymore, don't worry theres always shaolin or i could always just meet up with you, its not the end buddy~